The End

I do the very best I know how - the very best I can;  and I mean to keep on doing so until the end.  Abraham Lincoln.

So, as you've noticed it's been a while since I posted.  I've been busy and well just not in the right frame of mind to be inspirational here to be honest.

I won't take pictures as proof but I can tell you I am overwhelmed.  My house never gets in order, I've been behind in laundry for months now and truthfully just need to load the truck up once and make one big trip to a local laundromat to tackle this "monster" so I get caught up once and for all.

Every room in our house (with the exception of the living room and kitchen right now) is a disaster with no order and needs to be organized immensely and I'm embarrassed at the sight of them really.  I don't even want people to come in for fear of what they could think.  Things throughout my house that should've been fixed a very long time ago but never get fixed unless I personally do it myself and quite honestly, for anybody who at one point maybe thoughT this, I AM NOT SUPERWOMAN!

Oh I can do a great job of pretending to be, and I think I'm pretty darn close most of the time but I think it just really finally sunk in that I am not.

So because I am not Superwoman, I didn't fix the crappy wall in the bathroom yet, I didn't repaint the living room I so badly need repainted, I can't change the f'ing lightbulb on the side porch that has been burnt out for yes probably 4-5 YEARS (the thread on the screws for the light fixture over it prevent me from taking it off-trust me I tried!), and the new bath faucet I purchased for our sink has yet to be put in but that's okay, I've only had it about a week so it has to ferment in our cupboard for at least another year or so before it could possibly be installed.

Oh yeah, and add three kids, a dog, a hamster and two birds into the mix, and a husband that I love dearly but uses all of his energy at the farm, and well, I've been feeling very defeated as of late.  Which explains my lack of posts lately.  And which has led me to the decision that obviously I just don't have time in this crazy day to day life of mine to be blogging anymore.

Just another thing I am giving up until hopefully another day when life slows down a bit.  Wishful thinking on my part I believe, but a girl's got to wish.

So a few stats about my blog that some of you might find interesting.  In the time I've been blogging just over 7,000 people have read the blog.  And I found it very interesting that they came from the following places:  The US, United Kingdom, Russia, Germany, Turkey, Latvia, Canada, Netherlands and Austria.  Pretty cool!  Never thought that would happen.

I'll miss sharing my thoughts on here, I'll miss being able to inspire. 

Seriously though, despite my mood as of late and the overwhelmed feeling I have become so very familiar with, I remain positive.  I know I still have it a lot better than some and those things are petty really.

Prayers going out to two high school friends currently struggling with some big battles of their own, Kari and Tania.  You can beat this shit!!!

Blessings to all.   Mwaaaahhhhh!!!!  XOXOXOXOXOXO!!!!